I've been living a lie...

I've been living a lie you see, I thought it wouldn't hurt anyone. I've been living a lie you see, I thought was true. I've been living a lie you see, I thought i was Invincible. I thought if i believed it enough, it'd actually be true.
I've been living a lie you see, I'm who i thought i was.
When I'm hurt, I pull back. Like when you accidently touch a hot stove. It makes it seem like nothing's wrong, but in fact i'm scared. I'm in pain. I'm cryin'. I'm shivering like a baby.
When I'm hurt I pull back. I make it seem so easy, I make it seem like nothing happened. But I'm really like a child in mall, who can't find her mommy. I'm so scared.
The last time i was hurt, i pulled away. I kept silent and bore the pain. And i pulled a bit farther. So far away that i nearly lost you.
I won't keep silent now, I don't wish to lose you again. We need to talk, you see i've been living a lie. A lie i thought to be innocent. A lie, that I didn't know would hurt you. A lie that i thought would provide me an armor. It only left me more open. My lie hurt everyone. I'm sorry.

Will you talk with me? Will you hear the words that come out of my mouth? Will you be there for me when i need you most? Or will you run away? Run when i need you most?
Will you sit beside me? Or will you walk away?

Cause i need you to listen. But if you won't sit with me. Then i have nothing that i want to say to you. But listen to these 3 words. Even if you never hear another thing else i say. Listen to these 3 words; "I LOVE YOU".