Red doesn't rub off...

After the flames are gone and the embers are fading, all i'm left is red.
Quietly melting away My skin scorched.
Is this what being reborn is like?
Letting go of what i've lost, grow up and
Accept my failures. Ready to go through it all again.
Head foward, never looking back. UP UP and AWAY!

Will this just past by like the last? Does my heart decive me?
Why do i allow myself to be blindsided so often? Should I
be seeing with my eyes and not my heart? Or should i not
see at all?
Because my eyes lie to me and my heart flutters,i can trust neither.
But, Can i Trust you?