Prince of the Universe, a prince no more

Each day, i grow weaker, Its like being drained. Without you here, i can't hold myself together.
I'm losing it. Fucking losing it. Wait, No I've fucking lost it.
Why? Everyday its like i'm not here anymore... I'm Fading, just fading into the wind. Every Day feels like a "Goodbye Cruel World" Day.

Something is haunting me. Its not letting me go, its not letting me live. You can call it a driving force. Its driving me mad.
A long time ago, I promised someone something. I promised that someone, we'd live together forever. I promised we'd be in love forever. I promised plans for a future, in which each day would be better than the last.
Now a promise i couldn't keep is haunting me.
It stirs in me, it plays with my mind, just to remind me its still there...
Just to taunt me.