Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I wish i could be,
Every little thing you wanted,
Every little thing you wanted, all the time... sometimes...

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Eden

Would you take my hand, if i offered it to you?
And follow me, to a place oh so very far away?
Where we can be together, forever? A place
where the rivers never run dry and the ground
feels like cotton. To a place we can watch the world go by,
where we never need to worry. To a world, made just for you and me.

Take my hand, don't be afraid. Just close your eyes.
And listen words, oh so wise.
Think of the flowers and the trees. Picture the birds,
singing for you and me. See the Sunrise from the horizon's
edge. Now open your eyes, we're here.
Together Forever, is what we can be. Your Choice it be.
I'll wait here. For you i will. Because a thought away is all this place is.
A thought away is our paradise...

Untill then,
A Shard i will remain.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Forever Underneath, Crying to Kill YOU

For once i'm not going to write a story. Happy? Well, Fuck you.
Geez... Where did my holidays go... 4 weeks just disappeared. Couple of days left, thats all i got...

It seems like i've wasted my holidays training. 2 Fights cancled just like that.
One because i was too light and another because some Muay Thai bastards are being cowards.
You fucking pussies, you're supposed to be representing "THE" toughest striking art in town. So Fuck You too. Next time you hold a competition, I'm going to fuck you up under your own rules. BITCHes.


But the worst part is, it feels like i barely spent anytime with the people i call my friends.
But for the times we did spend together, i thank you for it. Seoul Garden, Geylang and Sentosa was a bomb! I fucking loved it.
Seoul Garden:
Man I never thought i could stuff so much in so little time into my belly. Best part about the food there is it doesn't make you feel full like you want to puke. You barely even feel full, the food just won't go down anymore. So you know you're physcially full and not "full" like when you eat japanese food.
Btw, Coffee Chicken Sucks Balls. Remember that.
Which made them chasing us out a good thing.

Geylang:
Hahaha. Whose bright idea was it? None other than Douglas. Heh... Talk about eye opener.
Never been to Geylang till douglas brought the team there. There was so much food there. It was steam boat restaurant after restaurant, too bad we just came from seoul garden.
Then came the scantly clad women and she-mans. There were lines and lines of these women, one of them tried to get my attention by saying "Hey handsome." That or she was talking to nabil. Get your dirty ass away from meee...... We must have walked through at least 7 districts.
Aqilah got scared half way through, so i put my arm around her, comforted her and acted big &macho. Woooo?!Right, Anyways we passed by more scantly clad women and passed a few tables selling "VCD/DVD" not sure which, But you ought to know what they were selling.As we walked out, there we men selling Cigarettes for $5 a pack. Damnit i should have bought 2.Headed Back to the MRT and so ends the journey to geylang.

Sentosa:
Two Words, Sun Burn. Even now my skin's still peeling. But it doesn't hurt anymore.Did the usual shit, Built sandcastles, Swam, caught fish. Played Soccer(ok that wasn't usual) and badminton. Damn that was fun. I so want to go to sentosa again with you peeps. The sun burn was all worth it thanks to you guys and gals.Had dinner and headed home... Braced myself for the pain of the sunburn, Or the pain of friendship, whichever tickles your fancy.


Hear ye, Hear ye.To the memories that we share, Then, now and later.I will hold on to it till the day i die. For you all hold a very dear and specialplace in my heart. Where in my heart you say? Its hard to point with one finger,its the whole of my heart, you see.To the fun and joy we had, I won't forget.Till we meet again another time, till our laughter fills the sky.I promise you this, as the birds do fly, we will never say goodbye,because, true friendship never dies.

My Tribute to W16D. The greatest class I have ever known, in my 18 years of life.

Monday, September 11, 2006

Sorrow of a Willow

A blue Streak of lightning shot out from the sky,
Tearing through a willow tree.

Just like how i'm being torn.
On the one hand all i care for is my happiness,
On the other hand all i want is your happiness.
Because that is something i can never promise you.
Because as a human i am bound by failure.

Can you tell me what to do?
I am never so lost as i am now.
I am so torn like that willow tree.

If i had a third hand, i would worry even more.
Are you just another passing glance?
Or is there something out there for us?
Am I the man i am today, because of what i think we have?
Or because that man is who i am?

Am I motivated by my illusions?
Or because i truely care?

I am so lost... so lost...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Hallowed Sky

There he was again. The man with wings.
Shot down a hundred times, yet everytime he would get up and fly again.
Blood stains his wings and his eyes are covered in tears.
But the rain will wash them away.
His wings are stained because he was shot down.
But he cries for a different reason.
He cries because he knows he can never be with the one he loves.
Because he doesn't want to hurt her. Because he believes that being so
far away, is whats best for her.
He loves her smile, but he knows he is not the one who makes her smile.
He loves her laughter, but he knows he is not the one who makes her laugh.

Time to fly away from this dream of mine. Because in this dreamland of mine,
you are always smiling and you are always laughing. And in this dreamland, i
want to laugh and smile with you.
Then i realise
I am only human, humans make each other laugh and smile.
But they can also make you cry and hurt you.
And i don't want to see you cry.
Thats why i'm flying away... so far away.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Red doesn't rub off...

After the flames are gone and the embers are fading, all i'm left is red.
Quietly melting away My skin scorched.
Is this what being reborn is like?
Letting go of what i've lost, grow up and
Accept my failures. Ready to go through it all again.
Head foward, never looking back. UP UP and AWAY!

Will this just past by like the last? Does my heart decive me?
Why do i allow myself to be blindsided so often? Should I
be seeing with my eyes and not my heart? Or should i not
see at all?
Because my eyes lie to me and my heart flutters,i can trust neither.
But, Can i Trust you?